Baltimore, March 2026

NPC (=Narcissistic Person’s Caricature=)

NPC is actually a term used in video games for a non-player character, “acting on scripted behaviors, artificial intelligence, or under the game master’s control.” - Wiki

I highly suggest that those people who feel so strongly that the people around them have no soul and are part of a matrix of manipulated non-being are actually experiencing the product of their own narcissistic projections. I feel that it is dangerous to treat other people in this way. It is not unlike being in a session of BDSM without a safe word, and with a complete stranger.

The real reason you feel people are evaporating into a black hole of nothingness is because you yourself fail to see the souls of those around you, fail to see them as real people making real choices, thereby creating an energy about yourself that is soul-sucking, blind, and deaf.

Your hostile indifference towards these “NPCs” (=they are other human beings, you know=) adds to the negative energy inside of the collective consciousness, creating a vortex of “the neglected ones”, “the unacknowledged ones”, a body of invalid people. Those who make the mistake of stepping inside this vortex get swept up in a swirl of hateful neglect, their soul covered in your blanket of self-loathing and loneliness. The virulence of this illusion of the NPC is another spiritual scourge, alongside pedophilia and Satanism (Satanizm). The solipsistic refusal to accept your own humble state as just another tiny body in the sea of humanity is called arrogance. Your refusal to allow other people creative director, writer, and main character energy for their own self-centered story is a manipulation meant to give yourself power. JZ is not god, and neither are you.

Your paranoid belief that the human being beside you (=who has the same flesh and blood machine as yourself!=) is just this puny NPC, and not another suffering fellow human programed by nature/nurture, is actually the expression of an evil and narcissistic spirit that maybe you ran into during drug usage? You think you found power, but what you really found is an energy that will eat you alive, you and anybody you might have managed to love before you allowed yourself to house that narcissistic presence robbed of insight or compassion.

When one is high on drugs, one is especially sensitive to the energy of the universe, but this is NOT an invitation for you to cut down your neighbor with your judgements. Although we can ALL touch one another’s energetic bodies with our observations, judgments, and intentions, only those who allow evil will use that power to invalidate the being and body of a brother or sister. Some of these brothers and sisters are sensitive beings, more sensitive than you could ever imagine, and you are just another part of the nature/nurture force that is part of each new day of creation. Depending on how often you interact with these people, you might actually be a part of the way they are shaped. Take that how you will.

Your ability to categorize your neighbor as an NPC shows me that you are a user who has zero respect for people who don’t gratify your ego. You have only this foul judgement of NPC when someone does not impress you with whatever quality qualifies their presence and soul within YOUR context, YOUR game. You fail to see their dialogue as a manifestation of their spirit and chosen pathways, a reflection of the life they have chosen. Instead, you turn their dialogue into some puppet speech. Respect and attention should be given to this fact. EVERY PERSON SHOULD BE GIVEN THE CREDIT OF MAIN CHARACTER IN THEIR OWN EXISTENCE. No person should be allowed to rob another person’s world of their own main character. The narcissist who casts another person as an NPC is a thief who should be brought to justice.

This mistreatment of others is an expression of the psychological trauma of our generation, one that has developed dependence on this mode of dehumanizing of the self and one another; the human experience turned into a game, and themselves turned into judgmental, critical, disallowing forces. We are a generation who is locked inside the boxes of narcissistic world leaders who don’t care whether we starve, whether we evolve, or whether we self-actualize. We are their barbarian, their trope, their NPC.

The Horse That Drank The Water

Just try, they said

To love it all

The good the bad the ugly

Just see if you can see it

All ways

The beauty of a universe

Of people who have holes

People who need things

People who take bowls

To places they don’t belong

And from children who wanted to

Use them to collect

Bits and bobs…

See if you can hear

The songs they sing

And the way they dance

Around nothingness

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Accept the good for their pride

Accept the evil for their desperation

Accept those who are both for their mundanity

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Love and Hate being the same:

Attention to a name

Who’s to blame

Energy gained either way

Neglect slain

Lame it is to withhold

And also insane to be bold enough

To feel for sick souls